Week 3 – Onwards and Upwards

Skys the limit

This Masterkey mastermind alliance is truly an amazing journey.

This week I am fixing up my DMP and putting all those dates in place together with the emotions as advised by my guide, quite scary because there is now a deadline so to speak to accomplishing these goals. For one who found it very hard to dream and set goals for fear of failure, it is quite a daunting task and I keep questioning myself whether this is actually achievable or not? The old blueprint which I am challenging daily and overriding often these days.

One of my goals was to sell my cleaning  business before June 2015. This has been an eye opener, as my business consists of 2 parts, a physical laundry and the cleaning services business. This week, I decided to sell the laundry side of it as I had someone who is interested, and continue with the cleaning services only going forward. Wow, it was an eye opener as I had this in my DMP and part of it was already coming to fruition, allowing some of the other goals to get under way too! I am in awe! I had clung onto this business for so long that I couldn’t even remember why anymore? This now takes away a big portion of my overheads away and makes my cleaning service more profitable which will enable me to achieve my goal of selling the cleaning business sooner! or for more! Wow is all I can say!

I tend to get anxious over issues and circumstances, and now with more insight am feeling much calmer in situations. I was on meds for years for the anxiety and stress, but  have now totally weaned myself off these tablets and feel wonderful and energised! I do still get overwhelmed on certain days, but I know now this is just the old blueprint not wanting to take a back seat and I just override it.

I am enjoying the learnings of the subconscious mind and solar plexus, it all makes so much sense. The magnetic field around us is further insight that we can attract people into our lives and help people around us with this positive energy field and we need to keep this as such so that we repel all negativity and fears, etc.

This week I had an almost “all fall down moment” when I discovered I had a blue arrow next to my blog URL and I am doing everything by the book so to speak. Turns out by reblogging other peoples posts, this appears on my post page and the guides, etc couldn’t find my actual posts so they thought I hadn’t completed them! But this was sorted out very quickly by my guide, thank goodness. I have deleted these posts so as not to run into this problem again. I had visions of being booted off the course and this was not good!!

However, alls well that ends well. I am resubmitting my DMP today and look forward to the final version soon! I had fun with my movie trailer and it is amazing how we can look back and see our lives play out like a movie!

I can’t wait for the next chapter!

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This entry was posted on October 15, 2014. 4 Comments

Week 2 – And so my new life begins with a bang!

Well, Week 2 of mkmma has surely been eventful. I never expected my life to change so quickly, it is an amazing experience. Events this week have set me off on my new life much sooner than I would have thought possible. One of my desires in my DMP is going to come to fruition much sooner than I had expected and hence my new life will begin and I will dust off my old life.

When Correcting statements in my DMP for this week, I have omitted one or two and even added to it, still keeping my words below 400. This was a bit of a challenge, I must say. I find it amazing how some lifelong desires I had were not actually that deep seated? I thought they were lifelong desires, but actually they were not. Other things have become much more important after starting this process. One of my PPN’s is Legacy and I have altered my thinking in this regard and it is the legacy I leave my family that is of utmost importance to me. Bringing them happiness, showing love and enjoying every moment we spend together is of the utmost importance and not what I can give to the world out there materialistically.

I am finding it quite easy to do the daily readings and am reading with more depth than I did in week 1, reading more into each written statement.

I have not completed my chore on my card yet, but will be doing tomorrow. I have scheduled it into my daily plan. However, I have even accomplished other chores that I had not gotten to for a while, but were long overdue.
In the beginning of week one I felt overwhelmed and was wondering how I would be able to complete all the readings and tasks daily and weekly, including the various webinars, etc. However, I am not quite comfortable with the daily readings and weekly requirements.

My other PPN was recognition of creative expression and this specifically is gardening for me. I haven’t had the energy, time or inclination to spend time in the garden for a few years now. My passion is roses and many years ago I dedicated a lot of my spare time to gardening, specifically with roses and vegetable gardening. However, the challenges and trials in my life have dampened this and I cannot wait to get back out there! My circumstances have changed this week and I will now be working and running my business from home and this is giving me more flexibility and I am heading out into the garden each morning and this is a great start to my day. I also enjoy spending my quite, still time in the garden. I am just amazed at how quickly the time goes when I’m out there!

Well, this was week 2 and things are changing for me already. Can’t wait to see what the rest of the programme brings.

This entry was posted on October 9, 2014. 12 Comments

Week 1 – Where to begin

Well, where to begin? That says it all. Today we were almost evicted from the house that we rent due to a short payment due to lack of finances. I run a small cleaning service business and it is a struggle to pay the bills each month. My husbands earnings are small at present and my business is funding itself and our household expenses. To say it is a daily battle to stay positive is an understatement, yet I take each day as it comes.
This is the story of my life for the last 28 years of my married life. We have had ups, but far more downs in our financial status. I have always believed if you give to others and are charitable, you will always get in return. This is true to a degree, but obviously there is still much lacking within for me to achieve the success I feel I deserve to achieve.
I have so many years of attempting so many things and yet here I am. Clearly something needed to change! My husband has always been an entrepreneur and has attempted many businesses and networks in the last 28 years of our marriage. I have always allowed him to live his dream as he never was able to fit in within the corporate structure. He has had successes during this time, however, has never been able to maintain them for various reasons.
Because of this we had a separation a few years back, but after therapy I am happy to say we are back together and doing well in our relationship. We both had lessons to learn and embraced these lessons head on.
He introduced me to this course after he had registered and gained a scholarship. We then decided it would be great to do the course together and I registered and am very thankful I was also granted a scholarship. The process of doing this course together will be great for our relationship and future and we are very excited about this.
I am very excited to work on my “within” as I believe this is where I need to change quite drastically. I believe I am a positive thinking person, but obviously my thinking has been wrong and that is why I find myself where I am today.
I was a bit intimidated after the webinar on Sunday thinking this was a daunting task and wondering whether I was capable of doing this process, but once I got stuck in on Monday and the habits of the reading, writing, etc settled in, so has the excitement at what this course can do for me, my family and my business.
I look forard to the weeks and months ahead!

This entry was posted on September 30, 2014. 2 Comments